myra

Im sad and helpless. I argue with my dad. Seems that everything that i do, its always my fault. I just cry and i feel bad about it. Its just everything is too much and and sick about it. I just want to explode and just be gone. I want fire back but whats the use, NOTHING CHANGE. Its very stressfull on my part where else will i go. Im depress……

Well im starting my day now, its quite hectic coz i have to go and fix things regrading my work. Usual thing have to fix all my paper works and as always its always a rush. Feeling lazy about it. I hope i could reach my goal to loose much pound this week

Well im on stress right now.I got a call from my superior reminding me that i need to loose weight as soon as possible. Well i have to do tae-bo and cardio double time. I dont know what to do. Sometimes your best is not good enough well i cannot argue with that. Its brain draining. How can i be possibly be thin in one month. I feel im on hot wire right now. Too much pressure on both side my work and my family. I feel im torn apart. Wish me good luck and hopefully be able to loose as much as possible. 

Well its been a long while since visiting this site. I miss everyone and want to have lots of friends. I dont think i progress. Im still struggling with my weight. I hope everyone is doing great on there goal. Sorry if i havent reply for such a long time to my supportive friends here. I want to be strong and dont just cry everytime i go here. Iam just frustrated with my life. But anyway, life is not perfect at all times. Maybe im just wondering when i will get out of it. I just read some blog and learn things out how to be strong and feel im not alone or stop complaining and just be real. I know i sound weird, its just me.