Archive for May, 2009

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Hello, to other people who know and who dont know me. Im depress, its been a long time since i got here for one reason, to loose weight. I guess im not successful. I feel so down and sobber. My mom died last dec. even before christmas. It was so painful, coz she did not survive. She died home in my arms, i couldn’t take it. Sorry guys, im just lonely. I never thought i’ll be here sharing this. You know, i’ll be celebrating my birthday this May. Mom she died at young age of 60. Sometimes i questions things, it is quite sort of out of hand, It is sad, i dont know if i’ll able to get through this pain. Gosh before im sharing things of weight loss, my weight plus depression it sounds lunatic. Sometimes i do want to end things so i can forget, i love her very, very much. I wish she was here, but she is happy with him. I just want to say I LOVE YOU MOM.