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Hello, to other people who know and who dont know me. Im depress, its been a long time since i got here for one reason, to loose weight. I guess im not successful. I feel so down and sobber. My mom died last dec. even before christmas. It was so painful, coz she did not survive. She died home in my arms, i couldn’t take it. Sorry guys, im just lonely. I never thought i’ll be here sharing this. You know, i’ll be celebrating my birthday this May. Mom she died at young age of 60. Sometimes i questions things, it is quite sort of out of hand, It is sad, i dont know if i’ll able to get through this pain. Gosh before im sharing things of weight loss, my weight plus depression it sounds lunatic. Sometimes i do want to end things so i can forget, i love her very, very much. I wish she was here, but she is happy with him. I just want to say I LOVE YOU MOM.
i understand what you are going thru…i was very close to my mom and she died when she was 56…it was a couple of years before i was able to not think of her as much…i used to dream about her all the time and then wake up and be depressed…time heals all wounds…and i am sure your mom did not want to leave you in pain…just think of the happy times you had together…there is no one that can replace your mom…but things change and you will be happy again…its just too soon…good luck to you…