myra

Im very sad though i keep on doing and trying my best as i could. My mom condition got worse. She is now on ICU recuperating from her ailment. Its very frustrating coz in just a sec, you might lost a love one and i cant explain it. Hope she get well soon. I dont wanna loose a mom.

Im sad and helpless. I argue with my dad. Seems that everything that i do, its always my fault. I just cry and i feel bad about it. Its just everything is too much and and sick about it. I just want to explode and just be gone. I want fire back but whats the use, NOTHING CHANGE. Its very stressfull on my part where else will i go. Im depress……

Well im starting my day now, its quite hectic coz i have to go and fix things regrading my work. Usual thing have to fix all my paper works and as always its always a rush. Feeling lazy about it. I hope i could reach my goal to loose much pound this week

Well im on stress right now.I got a call from my superior reminding me that i need to loose weight as soon as possible. Well i have to do tae-bo and cardio double time. I dont know what to do. Sometimes your best is not good enough well i cannot argue with that. Its brain draining. How can i be possibly be thin in one month. I feel im on hot wire right now. Too much pressure on both side my work and my family. I feel im torn apart. Wish me good luck and hopefully be able to loose as much as possible. 

Well its been a long while since visiting this site. I miss everyone and want to have lots of friends. I dont think i progress. Im still struggling with my weight. I hope everyone is doing great on there goal. Sorry if i havent reply for such a long time to my supportive friends here. I want to be strong and dont just cry everytime i go here. Iam just frustrated with my life. But anyway, life is not perfect at all times. Maybe im just wondering when i will get out of it. I just read some blog and learn things out how to be strong and feel im not alone or stop complaining and just be real. I know i sound weird, its just me.

life has different meaning sometimes you understand but sometimes you dont. You wish you do better, but neither are satisfied with what you do. Sometimes you are weaker, you fall. Get lost in space looking for answer but you can’t.

Iam here again. I miss my hopping here. My mom is doing pretty well. I know she has tough time. She cry a lot coz maybe she got depress. the things she usually do now she cannot move. but i have high hopes for her and i know she will make progress as soon as possible. Well now i have to work very hard for her medications. Geeh i have to work double time. My weight loss humm its good. iam not wishing for it coz its already happening without noticing it. Maybe i just dont get enough sleep than normal. My dad and i and my cousin, all in the family help each other of taking care of her. We love her very much. I told her about this site and she is happy for me coz i got to share my thoughts and ehem some insecurities in life. though she not speak but she listen and for me thats good. See her smile, happy for me. I hope all of you guys were doing fine.

Thank you for all the prayers you gave to my mom. I dont know how to thank all of you. I cannot reply now. I need to go back. Its very endearing hope you gave me. Dont worry i’ll try my best to make my weight get on track. I just need to be strong coz id ont want another attack happen. Its 2nd heart attack i just want her to be happy and hopefuly she recover. thanks for all the comment bette jo and everyone. geeh i forgot the name but its strike me to keep going on and also for all the PRAYERS i thank you all!!!!

I miss everyone. Not here lately. Iam totally depressed . My mom got a heart attack. she is fine though she is half paralyzed. it keeps burning me inside. My weight i could not think. does not matter anymore. Hope i could get through it. sorry Guys iam there for all of you. But maybe i needed much help.

Geeh it’s 5:30 am. gossh what a day. I hope everyone is doing great. Well not much today, i think i lost a lot of weight coz of dieting, exercising and not sleeping. I just cannot sleep. Im fine now, eveyone is supportive. My family is doing fine, they are also helping me and commented that i lost the weight very fast. Heheheh just want to stay on put, wish that i stay this like forever. I miss blogging and see what others have in store. I learn so much here. Miss everyone!